You sure can laugh at me but dont feel the way i do..
Being so remorseful but having no one to apologise to..
I'm just faking elation though i'm sunk in my misery..
Still so clueless,i'v fallen in THEIR treachery..
Wasted energy, I'm the worst deadloss.
Guess I'm more of a flaw than all my flaws.
Even god is ashamed of the scum he's made.
I just long headlessly for the moment I'll fade.
Seems like I'm a little void in this universe..
The worst kind for which you find no worse..
Withered hopes of mine are often betrayed by a fresh skin.
Every day brings a new fear,breathing sure is a sin.
When i'm right,they slap me to entrench their ills.
When i'm wrong..the guilt gives this ache but never kills.
I'm sinking in tears so tough to barricade....
But why am i longing for the moment i'll fade....??
An aimless malfunction,a pitfall worth applause.
Guess I'm more of a flaw than all my flaws.
A clueless psyche with no chance to make the grade.
Just waiting for the moment i'll fade.
A blur was "me..the victim" and all that victimised me.
Why am I searchhng for myself,the person who disguised me??
Avoiding death while heading towards a diabolic fall..!!
I'm all futility..my futility nullified me.......
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Sunday, May 31, 2009
THE CHOSEN ONE..
A million hopes..a billion broken ones.
A single ray of hope..a thousand blackening suns.
A never ending path and decaying pedestrians..
You'll die too,you're not the chosen one.
A flurry of messiahs and a rash of revolutions.
What did it amount to but irrational crusifications?
You're the common man..move out of the way.
'Be the change'..don't just entrench your say.
Sleep with a tranquil mind at the end of the day.
Be the forgotten messiah..who gives a damn once you decay?
Life's a mindless brawl..no one's ever lost or won.
You can't change a thing..you're not the chosen one......
A single ray of hope..a thousand blackening suns.
A never ending path and decaying pedestrians..
You'll die too,you're not the chosen one.
A flurry of messiahs and a rash of revolutions.
What did it amount to but irrational crusifications?
You're the common man..move out of the way.
'Be the change'..don't just entrench your say.
Sleep with a tranquil mind at the end of the day.
Be the forgotten messiah..who gives a damn once you decay?
Life's a mindless brawl..no one's ever lost or won.
You can't change a thing..you're not the chosen one......
OUT OF THE CAGE..
The doors are there and the locks are on
Some hope still breathes though the keys are gone..
This day is no less than the pain i'v faced..
But what can i d0..i'v always been caged..
What lies outside this cage iz what they call 0ne's demise
Something that i fear more than this life i despise...
Wounds n pain..victories wid a reward of defeat.
The devil promised extermination,may be god's a cheat!
Or where iz my saviour?
I dont c no saviour.
Rips me apart,squeezes the human juices out,scrapes the wounds.
That is the devil who digs out bloodbathed lagoons
He lures,he smothers,but he never lies.
And i prepare my own throat for eternal cries.
But look at what god does..he calls me his child.
And omits his biggest lie,lets me perish in the wild.
Some bite me,some stab me..some stay away.
I smell of rusted blood but the pulse is still to stay!
Where is my saviour?
I dont see no saviour..
Now they're throwing me out of this cage.
Some laugh,some weep..some omit another weathered age..
Some hope still breathes though the keys are gone..
This day is no less than the pain i'v faced..
But what can i d0..i'v always been caged..
What lies outside this cage iz what they call 0ne's demise
Something that i fear more than this life i despise...
Wounds n pain..victories wid a reward of defeat.
The devil promised extermination,may be god's a cheat!
Or where iz my saviour?
I dont c no saviour.
Rips me apart,squeezes the human juices out,scrapes the wounds.
That is the devil who digs out bloodbathed lagoons
He lures,he smothers,but he never lies.
And i prepare my own throat for eternal cries.
But look at what god does..he calls me his child.
And omits his biggest lie,lets me perish in the wild.
Some bite me,some stab me..some stay away.
I smell of rusted blood but the pulse is still to stay!
Where is my saviour?
I dont see no saviour..
Now they're throwing me out of this cage.
Some laugh,some weep..some omit another weathered age..
Monday, May 11, 2009
SHE WALKED AWAY
Something felt so special, something felt so great.
It was hard to stay put,but it was blissful to wait.
All serenity was lost but i was peaceful at heart.
and its so hard to explain how it it all did start.
A sight n a sight so strange,it took my breath away.
When the world froze and she stood alone in the way!
So beautiful...she'd put beauty to shame....
so beautiful but she walked away.....
How could i talk to her....my voice would go to weak.
how would it feel like...hearing an angel speak..??
A million thought clouded my mind..when for the first time she looked at me..
I hid in concern n stepped back...i thought i'd die of ecstacy.
And then i turned back to see the blank day.
A little heartbreak...she had walked away.
I waited and i waited for long...hoping to see her again...
But she never came back...ever since she walked away.....!
It was hard to stay put,but it was blissful to wait.
All serenity was lost but i was peaceful at heart.
and its so hard to explain how it it all did start.
A sight n a sight so strange,it took my breath away.
When the world froze and she stood alone in the way!
So beautiful...she'd put beauty to shame....
so beautiful but she walked away.....
How could i talk to her....my voice would go to weak.
how would it feel like...hearing an angel speak..??
A million thought clouded my mind..when for the first time she looked at me..
I hid in concern n stepped back...i thought i'd die of ecstacy.
And then i turned back to see the blank day.
A little heartbreak...she had walked away.
I waited and i waited for long...hoping to see her again...
But she never came back...ever since she walked away.....!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
EUTHANASIA
Promises..hopes to find a lost fraternity,this breath is the worst curse.
What am i to do with these thorns that hurt and the time that won't reverse?
This insecurity is too harsh to scream out loud or to confine to pages..
I always collapse in the crowd..as it coldly enrages..
Here's the ache that cuts through my heart
Wages of breathlessness never dawned since the start.
People walk with pride over a dead psyche,
But the dying one never finds a fatal strike.
They oppose the one who strives for his pride.
And then praise dead ruins unaware of who's died.
Who lends a dagger to the hopeless one?
No one lends a dagger to the hopeless one..!
They'll ask in vain for it one day..they'll need it themselves..
What am i to do with these thorns that hurt and the time that won't reverse?
This insecurity is too harsh to scream out loud or to confine to pages..
I always collapse in the crowd..as it coldly enrages..
Here's the ache that cuts through my heart
Wages of breathlessness never dawned since the start.
People walk with pride over a dead psyche,
But the dying one never finds a fatal strike.
They oppose the one who strives for his pride.
And then praise dead ruins unaware of who's died.
Who lends a dagger to the hopeless one?
No one lends a dagger to the hopeless one..!
They'll ask in vain for it one day..they'll need it themselves..
HUMAN ARCHITECTURE
Expeditionary rhymes,satisfy me at times..
I'm sure you cease at the same fatalist signs..
I'm stressing my senses
evading influences..
All i end up learning..
Not demonic,but not even less..
I've worked out n i should confess.
Just like you i'm part of this bloodthirsty human architecture....
I was sure i would be curtained by nature,
but got more certain instead of saviour!
I thought love and hatred would keep me busy..
but then this showering of facts seemed more easy..
Yes i am a part of this bloodthirsty human architecture...
Blood in the sense of greed
wanting more than you need
Blood in the sense of that stolen privelege
which is wrong as the means and your rage..
Blood in the sense of you
when you want to feed on me and i on you..
Blood in the sense of that victory
so unethical..just amounts to misery..
Not demonic but not even less..
m a part of this HUMAN ARCHITECTURE...
I'm sure you cease at the same fatalist signs..
I'm stressing my senses
evading influences..
All i end up learning..
Not demonic,but not even less..
I've worked out n i should confess.
Just like you i'm part of this bloodthirsty human architecture....
I was sure i would be curtained by nature,
but got more certain instead of saviour!
I thought love and hatred would keep me busy..
but then this showering of facts seemed more easy..
Yes i am a part of this bloodthirsty human architecture...
Blood in the sense of greed
wanting more than you need
Blood in the sense of that stolen privelege
which is wrong as the means and your rage..
Blood in the sense of you
when you want to feed on me and i on you..
Blood in the sense of that victory
so unethical..just amounts to misery..
Not demonic but not even less..
m a part of this HUMAN ARCHITECTURE...
CRIES
Have you ever tried,switching off the lights of your room?
and ease the guilt inside..with confessions while looking at the roof..?
Sit back and relax..but exert your soul..
"Why life's like this,why do i run..?"
"Why do we lose track of time?",that's all you wonder.
And then there are cries from outside..you realise..you cant ease down like this..!
But you manage some moments to remember
the moments you thought you'd cherish forever.
You were so engaged in the day's carnage,
You forgot your memories,you've lost an age...
Vague faces and foolish pranks..this past perks your mind,
But all is vague enough to stab your soul that night..
Drenched in your laughing pride,
You kissed away all your smiles..
Do you remember your egoistic fights?
Now you will sob all the while....
Yes,there are cries from outside..
You're a part..you too cry..
Like everyone,dissatisfied..,
and ease the guilt inside..with confessions while looking at the roof..?
Sit back and relax..but exert your soul..
"Why life's like this,why do i run..?"
"Why do we lose track of time?",that's all you wonder.
And then there are cries from outside..you realise..you cant ease down like this..!
But you manage some moments to remember
the moments you thought you'd cherish forever.
You were so engaged in the day's carnage,
You forgot your memories,you've lost an age...
Vague faces and foolish pranks..this past perks your mind,
But all is vague enough to stab your soul that night..
Drenched in your laughing pride,
You kissed away all your smiles..
Do you remember your egoistic fights?
Now you will sob all the while....
Yes,there are cries from outside..
You're a part..you too cry..
Like everyone,dissatisfied..,
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